There is this boy at school and I think he wants to get in my pants. The way he tries to persuade me is in a mean way. Like he is trying to make me feel bad about myself. Not to mention he is always touching me.
He'll touch the back of my neck, put his hand up my shirt and touch my lower back, and scratch my arms and legs. It is so fucking annoying.
I try to be combative and dig my nails into him as a warning of back up, and I've said stop quite a few times but he just keeps doing it. Trying to be all innocent like he hasn't done anything wrong.
The things he says to me are really mean, as if he is trying to make me vulnerable. Like he'll say I have thunder thighs or a small chest. Hell, I already know my thighs are huge and my rack isn't much to look at. But unlike most girls, I CAN ACCEPT IT.
Who is he to say I have bad features? Gawd next time I'm going to make a few comments myself. What is he trying to do? Break down my spirits? Make me feel bad about myself so he can swoop in?
Fuck that, I am not giving in. I really don't want to make a big deal, but something inside me might burst next time. No girl should take negative appearance comments. The last thing women want is a lower self esteem.
Jar full of hugs,
Kupo
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